"Shhh"

Ok. He thought he could keep it a secret from me. He should have known, I know everything and see even more. Insert laughing in crazy hysterical laugh now. So, he was a bit curious as to what all this blogger stuff was about and went so far as to *gasp*create his own blog. He just had to know So, everyone let's show him. Stop by and leave him a comment. He really is quite witty. I may loose some of you forever to him.....

What I know now..

My dearest precious Abbey and Katie,

I never knew how amazing being a mother could be. Really.

I never knew being a mother could give me such pleasure. Ever.

I never knew that I could feel so much happiness.

I never knew I could laugh so hard.

I never knew I could feel so awe-inspiring proud of you.
I never knew you could be so breathtakingly beautiful that you would take my breath away.

I never knew I could feel such joy as watching as you run and jump, squeal and giggle.

I never knew I could love so deeply it hurt.

I never knew my heart could be so full of love.

I never knew how wondrous it would feel to hold your tiny little hand.

I never knew how amazing it would feel to be kissed by you.

I never knew how sweet you could smell.

I never knew I would feel so much emotion when you climbed onto my lap.

I never knew how crazy excited I would get as you took your first step.

I never knew that you would be all I ever needed.
I never knew that you would be so stupendously smart that I would gush with pride.

I never knew I could feel such sadness as watching you cry and not knowing why.

I never knew my heart would swell with such pride when you called me "mommy" for the first time.
I never knew the joy I could feel as hearing you say "I love you mommy".

I never knew what it meant to be a "mother". Now I do.

Thank you for allowing me to love you and be your mommy.
I promise to always and forever love you.

Love Mommy